Chapter 2
My love life was starting and with that the curiosity of having sex was rising. It seems that all was falling into place that is when I got a sex magazine from my friend. This time it was my first to see nude girls and their pics. It was giving me a shiver, I couldn't study or concentrate on anything. All I could remember was to rub my family jewels and think about making love. So the time of every man's life was coming in. I started reading the books and the lust stories made me more attracted to what I was thinking.
So around the same period, there was a time when it was raining heavily. And my aunty had been sick, she had came back from the doctor and was laying on bed with the same saree. She was trying to sleep. I went ahead to her, and my heart was pounding. I did not show much of change in my behavior and went up to her and asked
"What happened Aunty?"
she said, its nothing, "just I feel bit low, Its just a minor fever"
"Okay"
and i jumped on to bed and took a magazine and lay next to her. And she had no problems, so I stayed there and started to act sleepy. And as soon as I put off the magazine, I turned around to her and put my arms across her waist. I dont think I had any problem doing that earlier, but this time I was trembling and she did not feel much. So I kept my arms on waist. I dont remember for how much time I kept my hands still, as my hands was touching her bare waist in no time.
I started exploring the navel and tried touching it. I am not sure if it was sleep or fever, aunty was still staying still and was making slight movements but nothing like what I had been told through the porn book. So I continued touching the navel. Rain was heavy and she had covered over the blanket and I was touching her navel inside it.
When I lost the interest in navel, I started moving up. There I reached something hard, it was something like a cloth, I couldn't understand it at first, but then thought it should be her blouse hooks. So I was happy that I had reached the top. My love machine was getting up and heavy during this time. Since I had tried shedding out my juices couple of times, it was still holding up.
So I moved a bit more up, and felt something incredibly soft and yet tight. It wasn't the same soft breast that I had touched during my first instance, this was rigid. I tried to press it with my index finger but it was too tight. So I gradually moved my fingers over the tight breasts as I still would imagine, it was tight and not so soft. I made my mind and I am not sure till now if I did sleep over feeling that or if she did wake up and move away from me.
But the second encounter was sweeter, what it made me was more confident in approach, and I thought she had liked it. Till date, I live in the world of uncertainty but it was good one and I enjoyed the second journey to myself getting into a sex maniac.
I once again say, it is a good feeling when it happens but a rather demoralizing one when you think of it later, and it actually kills your sexual desires on longer run. So avoid such situations. As I mentioned in the first part, I am trying to flush these thoughts out of my mind so that I can start over a good one.
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